Thursday, March 19, 2009

8dpiui #5

well, i suppose i'm overdue for a post. not a whole lot going on right now. i had some OHSS last friday, 4 days after the HCG, 2 dpiui. i was pretty sure i was either going to die or my ovaries were trying to claw their way out of my uterus for calling them lazy worthless bitches. i had a horrible case of cramps and had so much fluid in my abdomen that i couldn't breathe or walk right. i also looked, in my opinion, like a dead bloated deer that had been in the sun for a week. dh said 12 weeks pg. whatever, either way it was not good. my pants still scream when i look at them for fear that they will be tortured again.

since starting progesterone i have been wicked irritable. someone sent me a text on sunday night that pissed me off so much that i would have pimp slapped them with their phone had they been anywhere near me. i've also been really tired and pretty much crampy the entire time. and the boobs? they are giant and sore. did i mention really irritable? this progesterone is a bitch and it's turning me into one as well.

*let me just take this time to say that i know full well that all of the above afflictions are from the progesterone and not from being knocked up. kthnxbye


Jill said...

Keeping my fingers crossed that you continue to feel like crap for the next 9 months or so. I know you don't want to get your hopes up, but I'm still rooting for you.

Dagny said...

Ugh, I'm so sorry you had to deal with all that shit. Man. Can't an infertile girl catch a break here???

I shall keep my fingers, toes and eyes crossed for you. You are lucky, if it was a few days more I would have had to leave my eyes where they are.

Good luck!!!


Megan said...

I'm sorry you are so uncomfortable. I hate being irritable. Good luck!

c by the sea said...

i am also not loving the progesterone. i can't do anything! i'm so exhausted and grumpy!

but man i hope it lasts for both of us :)

Misty said...

Sorry to hear about the OHSS, sounds like it definitely sucks. I can't imagine anything hotter than looking like a dead bloated deer...that definitely screams SEXY.

Beautiful Mess said...

YAY an update! If I hadn't heard anything from you today, I was going to gang bang your blog with a TON of comments and spam your email with "OMG where are YOU" emails. You would've loved it, don't front!

Feel better soon, or at least continue to feel like crap for THE reason! Totally sending you good luck vibes, crossing crossables, hoping, wishing AND praying!